WMN: GYM_56

[PS29L]

Right then Leona er when did you move to the flats ?

[PS29M]

[PS29K]

December eighty one .

[PS29L]

And erm where did you move from ?

[PS29K]

I was near [UNCLEAR] at the time , with Tiffany , in Mansfield .

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[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] . And before that ?

[PS29K]

Before that I was erm living with some fr friends in Liverpool . And before that I was m back in Nottingham .

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Where did you originate from ?

[PS29K]

Nottingham .

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Where about ?

[PS29K]

Edge Lane estate . It 's in between Sherwood and Bestwood .

[PS29L]

Did you live there with your parents ?

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[PS29K]

Mm .

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Was it , did you have any er any brothers or sisters ?

[PS29K]

I 've got I 've got two brothers and one sister .

[PS29L]

Do they live in Nottingham ?

[PS29M]

[PS29K]

My sister lives in Edinburgh , me two brothers live in Nottingham .

[PS29L]

Do they live in the flats ?

[PS29K]

No . Ted used to . He used to live on the erm in the [ANONYMIZATION] , but he does n't any more .

[PS29L]

When did he move out ?

[PS29K]

Ooh . About eighteen month ago . Might be more , yeah about eighteen month ago .

[PS29L]

Was that to move to another council house ?

[PS29K]

No , bought his own house .

[PS29L]

Erm compared to other places you 've lived in erm how does this flat stand up to the comparison ?

[PS29K]

Well , I mainly , up until , when I started to live on my own , I mainly lived in bed and breakfasts , or shared houses , so this is one of the better sort . Really . [UNCLEAR] . It 's really my ow first very own place of my own .

[PS29L]

Do you like it ?

[PS29K]

No . I never have liked it .

[PS29L]

Why not ?

[PS29K]

Well for a start half of them , the shape of them is n't very conven it 's not very good for ar arranging things . And er you ca n't really do much because of the stone walls and there 's too much window and too much noise , and you get quite a few insects in them , and they 're just generally not very nice at all . In fact there 's only two good points about them and that 's you 've always got hot water , and your h heating , you 're always warm . That 's the only two good points about them .

[PS29L]

You say you had , the shape of the rooms , [UNCLEAR] what sort

[PS29K]

Mhm . Well I mean l l look at this shape , I mean it 's a like an L shape , it 's erm very unpractical . I mean having to come upstairs before you even get into the house is n't very good either , cos I mean with kids you 've got to carry the pushchairs up and everything and carry kids up and carry all your shopping up , it 's not , it 's not very practical having them upstairs .

[PS29L]

Erm , y y you say the heating 's alright ?

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

Erm I mean does it deliver enough heat all the time ?

[PS29K]

Most of the time , yeah , I mean , they 're usually very good . I 've only had ever about two complaints in four and a half years , and that 's not very bad , that 's only because the filter needed cleaning , mostly .

[PS29L]

What about your hot water ? Do you get that ? Is that

[PS29K]

Mhm .

[PS29L]

part of it ?

[PS29K]

Oh yeah . It 's always there , I mean erm that 's one of the advantages you can have a bath every day . That 's something I 'll miss when I move , cos [UNCLEAR] paying for it , you do n't , well I know you pay for it here , but it 's all in and

[PS29M]

[PS29K]

Oi !

[PS29L]

Er now why did you actually move to the flats ?

[PS29K]

Cos it was the only , it was either here or the Balloon Woods , cos I was er I was given an emergency placing , it was either here or Balloon Woods , and at the time I did n't fancy Balloon Woods , but I wish I 'd taken it now , I 'd be , I 'd have my own place by

[PS29L]

Erm so , you , you were on emergency , is that because you 're a single parent ?

[PS29K]

Mm , yeah .

[PS29L]

Er you say there was a choice between this and Balloon Woods , why did you actually choose [ANONYMIZATION] ?

[PS29K]

Well , cos it was in town , it was nearer to shops , and erm I 'd heard that keeping Balloon Woods ' flats warm was costing people a hell of a lot of money . Cos it was in with the electric bills , and I did n't want that , and that was one of the advantages that made me decide to have here , cos I knew that the heating was in with the rent .

[PS29L]

Erm , so did you have any friends when on the estate at first ?

[PS29K]

Not at the time , no , but I 'm , I knew people that were on here , from other places you know , so [UNCLEAR] I met

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[PS29K]

other people , so

[PS29L]

How do you find it , erm er socializing with people ?

[PS29K]

You ca n't really around here , cos everybody 's suspicious of everybody else . And er as I say , the only people I know on here now , are people that I 've met actually off here . Or through people that I knew before .

[PS29L]

You say people are suspicious of each other wh wh what do you mean by that ?

[PS29K]

Well , I mean erm I du n no really , you sort of get the feeling that they 're suspicious , cos I mean there 's so many things go on here , that they 're not sure erm about you , I mean if somebody else does n't know you , then they 're not sure about you .

[PS29M]

[PS29L]

So d what sort of things go on in the flats ?

[PS29K]

Well

[PS29M]

[UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

booze [UNCLEAR] erm drugs , prostitution , that sort of thing .

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And d d th th do they actually go on , or is it , sort of exaggerated ?

[PS29K]

It 's not exaggerated . It does go on .

[PS29L]

Er , do you think it gives [ANONYMIZATION] a particularly bad name ?

[PS29K]

Oh yes , it definitely does .

[PS29L]

Er did you know about this when you were offered the flat ? Did you know it had [UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

Oh yeah , oh yeah . I knew about it .

[PS29L]

But it did n't bother [UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

No , cos I knew I would n't associate with erm erm [UNCLEAR] people and I would n't get into it . I mean , I 'm not messing against what anybody else does , and I would n't try and interfere with what anybody else does , but I would n't get involved with them .

[PS29L]

Right Leona , can you , can you just go over s the places you lived in before you actually moved to the flat ?

[PS29K]

Well I 've lived in quite a few places , I 've , I say , before I came here , I was at mother and baby Home , and before that I was living with friends in Liverpool , and before that I was in Nottingham at a bed and breakfast place , lodgings , and er

[PS29L]

Were they , was that through the council ?

[PS29K]

No it was n't . No . And then erm , before that I got , I was living with friends again , in Nottingham . And then erm I was at home for a while , and then I was living with friends in Birmingham , and in , in between time I 've been to Leeds and London . Not for very long though , but erm most of the time I spent away living in Birmingham .

[PS29L]

And you say you 've never lived anywhere sort of similar to the flats ? You 've not lived

[PS29K]

No .

[PS29L]

in [UNCLEAR] . So they 've , have they been terraced or something like that ?

[PS29K]

Yeah , one , I shared a house in er [ANONYMIZATION] , in Forest Fields ,

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Where , where 's that ?

[PS29K]

Forest Fields .

[PS29L]

Yeah .

[PS29K]

I shared a house there . And erm , so [UNCLEAR] I have n't really had a place of my own until I got this one , and it 's usually lodgings or sharing .

[PS29L]

Yeah . Now erm there are quite a few sort of single parents on the , the flats , now erm are there any problems that you 've had which possibly other people have had , with living in the flats ? Any er particularly bad points that make it difficult for you ?

[PS29K]

Well , erm I I have been accosted a few times to do a few things , you know erm like I say , prostitution , they think probably because you 're on your own , everybody else , because one , say one person in the block is one , then you are one as well , you know . You 're tarred with the same brush . And erm [UNCLEAR] ? Plus I have had , I have been m mugged while I have been out . I had my purse pinched , that was n't very good . Erm and you do feel shut in at nights when you 're on your own . Erm which is n't any help at all , it shows the people they 're on their own anyway , cos you feel more lonely that way . You get more lonely , which does n't help in here , and I mean say , I mean the view is n't very n this view is very drab , and if you 'd got something to look at it would n't would n't matter so much , but erm

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[PS29K]

Not re

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[UNCLEAR] Okay .

[PS29K]

Yeah , and it 's , it 's very lonely in here if you do n't really know people . Erm especially now that everybody 's moving away and most of the people you know have probably gone , or going , or they probably wo n't be moving near you any more .

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Did y you said that you had your purse stolen , did someone actually break into the flat ?

[PS29K]

No , I was walking up the ramps and it was ripped out of my hand actually . I , cos I had the strap on my arm , it was pulled off that .

[PS29L]

Did you actually , did you go to the police about it ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

Did they do anything ?

[PS29K]

No . What could they do ? You know , it happens quite a few times , does n't it ?

[PS29L]

Erm so y you never got it back , or anything ?

[PS29K]

No .

[PS29L]

So are y I do n't think we actually established , are , are you erm are you unemployed ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

So you 're on Supplementary ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

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Erm , have you had any jobs in the past , have you worked in the past ?

[PS29K]

[UNCLEAR] , I was seventeen , I worked at the Flying Horse .

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It 's a pub is n't it ?

[PS29K]

Yeah , it 's a pub cum hotel , it 's a hotel thing .

[PS29L]

Erm how 'd you find it living on the money get on Social Security ?

[PS29K]

It 's difficult , but you can manage . I mean anyone who says they ca n't manage on what they get , er they ca n't feed the kids on what they get , probably go in the pubs five or si six nights a week , and smoke too much and but erm I mean these never go without a meal or anything like that . I mean we 're no when we have s [UNCLEAR] like egg and chips , it 's cos we want to , not because we 've got to . You know ?

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[UNCLEAR] I mean do you manage to keep s sort of quite a good diet ? Or do y

[PS29K]

Oh yeah . I mean every Sunday , we have a , a Sunday dinner , I mean it 's usually chicken , cos it 's the cheapest one there is , but I mean we still have a Sunday dinner , we have fresh veg and everything . I mean there 's not many , probably not many families round here that could say that .

[PS29L]

Do you actually shop locally then ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

And erm how , how do you , do you do your shopping , do you do it once every fortnight , or do you ?

[PS29K]

No , I er do it as I need it actually . I mean I get a few things in every week that , you know that you need , that you know er I go out on Monday and get everything else for the week like washing powder , and that sort of thing but u for food , I just get it every day .

[PS29L]

Do you go into the centre much ?

[PS29K]

About once a week .

[PS29L]

What 's that , is that for shop food and things ?

[PS29K]

No , just to go out , cos I 'm wanting [UNCLEAR]

[PS29M]

[PS29K]

just to go out on a Monday with her , cos she does n't have nursery on a Monday , Tiffany . So we go out and have a meal out . I mean I can have , even afford meals out .

[PS29L]

So do you budget quite tightly then ?

[PS29K]

Mhm . I mean even when I smoked I did . I mean I , I could s I could still get what I needed .

[PS29L]

Do you think a lot of people do that , or do you think you 're particularly sort of

[PS29K]

I do n't know , people l I 'm [UNCLEAR] of them say they ca n't afford to pay the kids , and get the food for the kids , and they 'll have to give them chips a couple of , every day of the week or whatever , but th there 's no need for that . I mean if , if people smoke too much , I mean they should put the kids before the c the cigarettes , and erm people I have heard say that , I 've seen in the pub three or four nights a week . If they can afford to go there , then why do n't they , you know , if you have two pints in there I mean it 's , it 's a meal really , cos I , I could give these kids a meal for about a one pound , one pound fifty . And that 's , that 's feeding us .

[PS29L]

Do , do you go out to the pub much yourself ?

[PS29K]

No . I do n't .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] so you do n't go out for drinks , [UNCLEAR] ?

[PS29K]

No , I mean , last time I went out would be erm well I 've been out in the afternoon a few times , with my boyfriend , but , the last time I went out in the evening

[PS29M]

[PS29K]

would be about eighteen month ago . And it does n't bother me cos I put their , them first .

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D so I mean what do you find to do , I mean , how do you spend your time ?

[PS29K]

Oh , me and my boyfriend play cards , and watch telly , and that sort of thing . Play dominoes .

[PS29L]

Right , so you sort of er find activities that you can actually

[PS29K]

Yeah , do in the house .

[PS29L]

Yeah .

[PS29K]

Do together .

[GYMPSUNK]

[PS29L]

Er y do you find it difficult to find people to look after the children , or is it just that you , you would n't want to go out ?

[PS29K]

No , I could get a baby-sitter , it 's just that I do n't want to go out . I mean my , my money is erm

[PS29L]

Mm .

[PS29K]

you know , the money is put towards their f food and things , rather than giving it to somebody else [UNCLEAR] .

[PS29L]

Er where , where do the erm children go in the day time ? Do they go to a play er s school ?

[PS29K]

Well , erm , Adrian goes on a Mondays and Tuesdays to nursery , and on a Wednesdays and Fridays to his dad , and Tiffany goes on a Tuesday and Thursday and Friday to nursery .

[PS29L]

Which nursery 's that ?

[PS29K]

[ANONYMIZATION] .

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How did you get the n th the them into that ?

[PS29K]

Well she need needed it for erm her speech , and then when he came along , he just nearly automatically got one because everybody got one in really . Well , not automatically , but they thought it would be a good idea to have him in . To

[PS29L]

What

[PS29K]

keep an eye on him , see if his speech was too slow in talking .

[PS29L]

Erm w why did n't you send them to the ones on the fla on the flats ?

[PS29K]

I could n't get them in there .

[PS29L]

Was it full ?

[PS29K]

Mhm .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

I mean there 's not really one in the flats that is suitable really .

[PS29L]

Wh wh what do you mean , what 's

[PS29K]

I mean , they need a nursery not a playgroup , there 's a difference .

[PS29L]

I see . Erm d d do your children have , have many friends on the flats ? Do they mix with the children in the flats ?

[PS29K]

No , no . She 's got one friend over there , erm on [UNCLEAR] , but not really . Not really , no .

[PS29L]

Do you let them out to play [UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

No .

[PS29L]

Why 's that ? Because you think they 're too young or what ?

[PS29K]

I do n't erm , yeah , I do think they 're too young to be out here , because er you ca n't keep an eye on them . Especially nowadays , with things going , I mean I 'm not saying really round here [UNCLEAR] like that , but you never know do you ?

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[PS29L]

Right , now you 've said where you 've , where you 've lived before and how you got here erm now you 're on the phasing are n't you ? Er

[PS29K]

Yeah , in fact I 've got a , I 've been allocated a place , but it 's not ready for me yet .

[PS29L]

Yeah . So you 're , you 're , you 're pha I mean phase four right ?

[PS29K]

Phase four , yeah .

[PS29L]

Right . Now , wh wh where did you put your name down to go ?

[PS29K]

Bilborough , Sherwood or Woollaton . As I say , I 've got a house in Woollaton , but it 's not ready yet . They 're doing it up , or doing something to it .

[PS29L]

What , why did you decide to go to those areas ?

[PS29K]

Well , Bilborough , my mother lives at Bilborough , I thought it 'd be nice to be near her , my dad lives up Sherwood , and I used to , I used to live up Sherwood , it 's a good place and got a good school . And I think Woollaton speaks for itself , I mean it 's do n't you ?

[PS29L]

Erm so what 's , what 's the place like that you got ?

[PS29K]

Three-bedroomed house , front and back garden . And I have n't , as I say I have n't seen it yet , but erm I 've had a look at it but not actually been inside it , because they 're doing , still doing it up .

[PS29L]

And is it the sort of place you were looking for ?

[PS29K]

Mhm . Three bedroom and everything . Yeah .

[PS29L]

Erm will you be glad to move out of the flats ?

[PS29K]

Definitely . Definitely .

[PS29L]

Will there be anything you miss about them ?

[PS29K]

As I say , only the heating and the hot water . That I must technically pay for it .

[PS29L]

Do you think you 'll be able to ma

[PS29K]

That is the only thing .

[PS29L]

Do you think you 'll be able to manage with the bills and that ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] Right then . Now , you worked for the erm the tenants ' action group , did n't you for a time ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] . How wh when was that ?

[PS29K]

Erm about nineteen eighty two to three , it 'd be .

[PS29L]

Wh what , what was actually going on at the tenants ' group then ?

[PS29K]

A a at the time , they were trying to get this place looked at and surveyed , and everything to get it , you know to see what they could do about it , get it closed down , but er they had n't got that far with that then . Erm they had n't got a survey going , they 'd got coming round to have a look at it , and they 'd got the environmental health from London to have a survey of it , and er everything .

[PS29L]

Y you were secretary were n't you ?

[PS29K]

Yes .

[PS29L]

Erm what , what was the feeling that came over to you from the tenants ' group at the time ? Did it feel like it was a well-organized group , or did it feel [UNCLEAR] ?

[PS29K]

Well a a a at the time , they 'd just changed over from the erm [ANONYMIZATION] Tenants ' Development Association , to the [ANONYMIZATION] Tenants ' Action Group , so it was a bit disorganized to begin with , cos we were still sorting out the , everything from what they 'd left over and things , so , but once we 'd got that all so once they 'd got that all sorted out , yeah , it was .

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Erm , did you think it reflected the views of the tenants ?

[PS29K]

Most of them , yeah . Most of them . About ninety percent of them .

[PS29L]

And did you have anything to do with the Development Association ?

[PS29K]

No I did n't .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] . So y y you would n't know about the ins and outs of what went on when they [UNCLEAR] ?

[PS29K]

No .

[PS29L]

Mhm . Erm erm so y you were , you were with the tenants ' erm association , eighty two eighty three ?

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

Erm , have you had anything to do with them since ? Have you

[PS29K]

No , not really , no .

[PS29L]

Do , have you , do you go to the meetings [UNCLEAR] ?

[PS29K]

No .

[PS29L]

Is that , what , cos you know you 're moving out now ?

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR] . Erm I just want to go back and talk about a few things we just touched on earlier . Er now you were saying about crime in the area . Erm have y you had your , your purse stolen ?

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

Have , have you ever had trouble with kerb crawlers or anything like that ?

[PS29K]

Well a couple of times . But er maybe once or twice , as I say I usually go out with my kids , and they do n't usually stop you . [UNCLEAR] look at me but otherwise , you know , they do n't usually stop you if you 've got a kid with you .

[PS29L]

And can you does it , I mean obviously it bothers you , but I mean

[PS29K]

Well I just tell them to get lost in not so polite words .

[PS29L]

So what , what do you actually think about the er the prostitutes , and ?

[PS29K]

Well , I mean er I 've got nothing against them . I mean , in fact I , I 'm one of the people that believe that in , in a way it should be , it should be legalized . I think it should be legalized . But erm , it 's the kerb crawlers , I mean I 've always thought that if it was n't for prostitutes , there 's going to be a hell of a lot more rapes around , so

[PS29L]

Mm .

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

So just keeping on the same sort of subject , of sex , drugs and [UNCLEAR] ,

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

violence , erm the other people I 've spoken to have mentioned blues parties , now d have you ever had ?

[PS29K]

Yeah , I 've had blues parties next door .

[PS29L]

Could you just t tell me about what actually happened ?

[PS29K]

Well it was n't too bad actually , cos when I went upstairs and shut every door and I would n't , did n't really hear anything . [UNCLEAR] next door did n't really bother me , cos once I 'd shut the door , shut the doors , it was , there was hardly any noise , but then erm the guy that had got the place , he was n't living there , lent it out to somebody else , blues , and they moved them u upstairs as well . And erm I was n't actually in the bedroom , and that did bother me . I had one night of that , and when he came round in the morning , I told him . I mean luckily enough , I went to junior school with him . I mean if I had n't have known him , then there 's no way I could have talked to him about it . I mean I says , look I says , I 'm not , I 'm not saying you ca n't have your parties or whatever , I says but I says not in the bedrooms . I says , er that that is going a bit too far , I think .

[PS29L]

Erm how loud were they ? I mean did they keep you awake ?

[PS29K]

Very loud that night , very loud . I say , the other night , I say it did n't really bother me , but like I 'm a heavy sleeper anyway . But I could just not get to sleep that night , and she was only a baby at the time , she could n't sleep .

[PS29L]

Er what , what , what time did they start and finish , did the blues parties ?

[PS29K]

Erm , about one o'clock , and finished about half past six , seven .

[PS29L]

Mm do you get any trouble from the people coming out of the parties , or going in , did they ?

[PS29K]

No , the door knocked once or twice , but I mean that , that did n't bother me , so I was asleep m most of the time .

[PS29L]

Erm er is , is that the only experience you 've had with blues parties ?

[PS29K]

Mm .

[PS29L]

Mm right now , now you mention that you phoned the police about when you had your purse stolen , erm are y have , what do you think of the police presence around the flats ? I mean is it helpful , or , or what ?

[PS29K]

Non-existent . And if it is , I mean they do n't do much . Erm

[PS29L]

Have you seen policemen patrolling the flats ?

[PS29K]

Oh yeah , I 've seen them . I 've seen them , but I mean if , if they saw anything , I think they 'd just turn a blind eye to most of it . Mm .

[PS29L]

Have , have you seen anything like that happen , or is ?

[PS29K]

Well I do n't know how true it is but I have heard from somebody I know , whose husband was a a plumber , and he came to unplug a toilet at the erm Cricket Players when it closed down , he had to unplug it . And he found a hell of a lot of flesh down the toilet , human flesh . And he said from the looks of it there must have been you know sort of dead , whatever it was , and there was a couple of fingers and a couple of toes , right ? But erm police went to visit him again , and says erm you know that 's it , you know , you wo n't , wo n't , you wo n't even be needed to make a statement about where you found it , which he thought was a bit funny . I mean whether they hushed it up or not I do n't know . But I mean I say , I do n't know how true that is , I mean I only heard that through somebody else .

[PS29L]

I see . Er talking about er plumbers and er people like that , have erm have , how are you finding getti getting things repaired in the flat ?

[PS29K]

Well I had to , I had to wait for about eight months or was it s six months to get one of my lights fixed but for er other things they were quite quick actually .

[PS29L]

Is that by using the Housing Office on the flat ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

Are they very helpful there ?

[PS29K]

Mm . Yes . I found them so .

[PS29L]

Do you think it helps them being up with the [UNCLEAR] ?

[PS29K]

Oh yeah . Er I think it does , I think they should have one , one of those sort of places in every [UNCLEAR] not in every complex , but in every estate .

[PS29L]

D do you think your , your amenity-wise er the flats like they they 've got the housing , and the clubs and the playgroup and stuff like that , do you think you 're very badly off for that or ?

[PS29K]

No no , amenity-wise , you 're okay , but I mean amenities does n't make up for sort of living standards you 've got , does it ?

[PS29L]

S so I mean do you try and u do you use things around the area ? Er

[PS29K]

Not much no .

[PS29L]

Wh why 's that ?

[PS29K]

Because I just do n't go out much , that 's all .

[PS29L]

Mm . Do you think [ANONYMIZATION] is a

[PS29K]

Shh .

[PS29L]

particularly friendly place or ?

[PS29K]

No . No .

[PS29L]

Er what makes you say that ?

[PS29K]

Cos I have n't found it so , that 's why .

[PS29L]

But I mean d do you think the people are more unfriendly around here than they are in other parts of the town ?

[PS29K]

Yeah .

[PS29L]

Just the people living around here ? Did erm

[PS29K]

Yeah , I think it 's b as I say it 's because I think people are wary I mean you know , not sure who 's who .

[PS29L]

Er do you find people mix around here very well though ? I mean , s I mean there 's , it 's a multi-racial area . Do you think that people mix well , or is it a , do , do you feel [UNCLEAR]

[PS29K]

No everybody keeps themselves to themselves , I think which is a shame really , cos erm I think they do that all over the country anyway , most of them , they keep themselves to themselves .

[PS29L]

Right . [UNCLEAR] Now you 're moving to Bilborough , you 're moving to Bilborough erm just say in five years time they got rid of the flats erm and they built houses on here on the site , would you move back ?

[PS29K]

No . Shh shh .

[PS29L]

Erm is that because of the v the area , or because ?

[PS29K]

Well , I 'll be settled in , in my own little place by then , I mean I do n't want to move back here , plus that fact that I , I would n't want to move back here anyway .

[PS29L]

[UNCLEAR]